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Temptation proves irresistible when youth meets experience. The beauty and lustre of the new melts into the older object of desire, with unforeseen consequences. 


The sight of his natural and ungroomed body, and his now fully engorged cock, traps my breath somewhere deep in my throat. But it’s not his size that makes my breath hitch, rather his straightness and girth and the perfect roundness of his tip. The outright exquisiteness of his young cock suddenly makes me feel self-conscious.


I wish I had drawn the curtains more tightly, but it’s too late now as both the flimsy window coverings and the cover are letting sun-rays light up every confronting detail of my ageing body.


But if this bothers me, it doesn’t seem to bother Clarence. He slides his fingers deep inside me, moving them around my wetness and soft flesh, letting me forget all my insecurities.

Lickerish Library, Aug 2023

The Summer of Clarence Pt 1

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The Stranger In Me

A ménage à trois produces strange undercurrents


I open a door to an apartment I know well, pretending I don’t know it at all. Her petite frame stands in the middle of the lounge, looking unsure, squeezing a glass of sparkling wine so hard, she’s at risk of crushing it in her palm.

You stand next to her. The room is illuminated by many lamps glowing with the dimmed purple light I know you like to fuck to.

“Lila, this is Eve.”

Erotic Review, Dec 2021

The Stranger in Me, Pablo Picasso, Angel Fernandez de Soto with a Woman

We're naked in the morning light, exposes to the air, to the leaves, to the gazing trees.


A  black crow jumps around a paper bark tree, pulling bugs out its flaking grooves in a morning light that has barely picked over the suburban fences. I watch the crow from my kitchen window as I wait. Its elegant, measured movements contrast sharply with the nerves ripping through my stomach.


My husband and the boys are asleep. Since you haven’t texted this morning, I’m in a raspberry-coloured nightie when you appear at my back door in a bike top and shorts that cling cleanly to your body.

“Give me a minute.”

Erotic Review, Jul 2022

No Kissing,
No Fucking

No Kissing, No Fucking, Pablo Picasso, Two Figures and a Cat

Carnival Of

The abuser has been observing you for a while. He’s seeking your attention.


There are many wondrous things in life worth celebrating. Among them is love. One of the most powerful and distinct human experiences, immortalised in stories, songs, and dramatic events as far as history can stretch. When I think of being in love, I think of rolling around in the sweet pollen of daisies on a sunny day. Like a honeybee. Or of falling through soft air laced with sparkling ecstasy that tickles every sense.

Unless that is, you are in love with a narcissistic abuser ...

OBSESSION anthology, Jul 2022, BSP

Carnival of Love, Catherine Weng, Leave
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